COMPLETELY CONFUSED ??Help! ( part 2)?

I was also (which NOW I am NOT, after discovering Islam) It is the most perfect religion that I have read about and studied in college. You should try reading about it. It is a very good religion and it's very simple. Don't go by what people in the religion do, you have to read and know the religion itself and not some imperfect people who try to make it look bad. So yea trying reading about Islam, it's also the last religion God brought down from heaven. It also holds a lot of POWER. Ex: if you take all the Qurans in the world and you throw them in the ocean you would find it again in less then 2 days because many Muslims actually memorize every single word by heart and could recite it to you instantly which no other religion has. That's something to think about. Good luck mate!